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May 16, 2019
Megan Febuary
Watching My Daughter Writhe in Pain

I will be my daughter’s curse. I will watch her as my mother watched me

Watching My Daughter Writhe in Pain
May 13, 2019
Megan Febuary
They Told Me Good Girls Don't Live

They told me God was an angry old man who would rather have me dead than happy. They told me I needed to count my blessings, but to keep in mind that I didn’t deserve them. They told me to keep my head down, cover up, don’t laugh so loud, let the boys talk.

They Told Me Good Girls Don't Live
May 7, 2019
Megan Febuary
We Shouldn't Be Ashamed to Talk About Vulvar ...

My name is Pam, I'm from Mexico City and I suffer from Vulvodynia. If you don’t know what it is don’t worry, most people don’t. But, if you want to learn about something that affects 6 million women’s lives in the US alone, you should keep reading.

We Shouldn't Be Ashamed to Talk About Vulvar Pain
April 21, 2019
Megan Febuary
Say My Name

And when my voice became the most unsafe and volatile part of me, I didn’t know whether or not it was going to work, and so every syllable felt like a risk.

Say My Name
Megan Febuary
December 17, 2021

The Big Bad Body Image

Megan Febuary
December 17, 2021
The Big Bad Body Image

I guess you could call me muscular. It wasn’t until I was in fourth or fifth grade, when you start that semi-awkward phase before the official puberty-ridden awkward phase that I became less lean and more full. Full breasts, full hips, full legs; I was full or “filling out,” as that antiquated phrase suggests.

Tagged: eating disorder, body image

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Megan Febuary
December 17, 2021

Apples

Megan Febuary
December 17, 2021
Apples

When I hugged her there, it was the first time I’d really meant it. I wondered if she’d noticed. We walked to the farthest edge of the orchard, where the noise of the crowds was overtaken by the wind.

Tagged: healing, writing, women writers

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Megan Febuary
December 17, 2021

9,855 Pairs Of Underwear

Megan Febuary
December 17, 2021
9,855 Pairs Of Underwear

Give away power, it’s tough to reclaim. Perhaps I knew this all along, but I still washed his dirty underwear — from the beginning, before children, even when I earned more money than him.

Tagged: nonfiction, writing, women writers

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Megan Febuary
December 15, 2021

Over To Soon

Megan Febuary
December 15, 2021
Over To Soon

During my years of training in Clinical Psychology and throughout my own years of therapy, I heard that the relationship one doesn’t discuss is most likely the one that had the greatest impact on one’s life.

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Megan Febuary
December 15, 2021

It Might Rain

Megan Febuary
December 15, 2021
It Might Rain

It’s nearly midnight. I’m exhausted and hopeful sleep will come soon. I crawl into my mother’s bed where I had slept for several weeks. The sound of Dad’s rhythmic snoring in the next room reminds me of those same sounds I heard in my childhood. It evokes a peaceful feeling, knowing he’s OK.

Tagged: illness, loss, mothers

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Megan Febuary
November 26, 2021

Barren

Megan Febuary
November 26, 2021
Barren

My tiny work kitchen was on the 42nd floor. It was a corporate afterthought, intended for brief

caffeine and sugar breaks. Worse, it had an electric stove, every chef’s nightmare.

Tagged: poem

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Megan Febuary
November 26, 2021

Oxygen Tank Required

Megan Febuary
November 26, 2021
Oxygen Tank Required

It’s January. We are leaving our 1950’s red brick abode, complete with Retro pink

bathrooms, garden, tidal rivers and after school extraordinarily tasty vegan ice creams.

Tagged: motherhood, mothers

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Megan Febuary
November 25, 2021

The Chair

Megan Febuary
November 25, 2021
The Chair

Cigarette smoke rose, adding to the cloud that had yet to dissipate, lingering just above your head. The stripes on the sitting room curtains appeared distorted through that filter.

Tagged: writing, women writers, story, storyteller

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Megan Febuary
November 24, 2021

Innocence

Megan Febuary
November 24, 2021
Innocence

I often think of the relationship between my younger brother and myself to be some strange symbiotic social experiment.

Tagged: sexual assault, healing, truth

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Megan Febuary
October 29, 2021

Plunging From the Waves of Grief and Into the Waves of Grace

Megan Febuary
October 29, 2021
Plunging From the Waves of Grief and Into the Waves of Grace

The ocean calls me. I feel its wild call every morning when I rise. The anticipation of a new sunrise
awakens my soul and my body knows that I must get near the water.

Tagged: writing, grief, healing, women writers, ocean

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Megan Febuary
October 28, 2021

To A Strong-Willed Little Girl

Megan Febuary
October 28, 2021
To A Strong-Willed Little Girl

Strong-willed little girl, I want you to know there is something very special that is happening to you right now, but the grown-ups around you just don’t see the beauty of the fire growing inside you...at least not yet.

Tagged: nonfiction, storyteller, women writers, writing community, online magazine

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July 12, 2021

If Not For Her

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July 12, 2021
If Not For Her

But, again, her daughter’s soul could not be confined to her mother’s desires.

Tagged: women writers, trauma, writing, mothers, daughter

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Megan Febuary
February 1, 2021

From Motherless To Mother

Megan Febuary
February 1, 2021
From Motherless To Mother

When I was one, my mother and I left my father in the middle of the night.

Tagged: nonfiction, trauma, healing'

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December 25, 2020

Is God a Bad Word?

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December 25, 2020
Is God a Bad Word?

God isn’t something to worship, but something to experience.

Tagged: women writers, grief, death, spirituality

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December 23, 2020

Nice While It Lasted

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December 23, 2020
Nice While It Lasted

If someone wants out, we can’t beg them to stay, even if it means a light permanently dims with their departure.

Tagged: women writers, relationships, sex, empowerment, grief

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December 21, 2020

Angry Mom

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December 21, 2020
Angry Mom

I grew up a perfectionist. An overachiever. Demanding myself to be better, no matter how good I already was.

Tagged: women writers, motherhood, mental health

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December 18, 2020

(Don't) Kiss the Cook

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December 18, 2020
(Don't) Kiss the Cook

My lizard brain instincts told me something was off about him, and I have come to trust my instincts as a woman.

Tagged: women writers, chef, rape culture

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December 16, 2020

Portrait of Ma

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December 16, 2020
Portrait of Ma

My mom's reaction to my diagnoses are typical of her, she accepts them but refuses to believe that there isn't hope.

Tagged: women writers, mothers, mothers and daughters

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December 14, 2020

98 Cent Tacos

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December 14, 2020
98 Cent Tacos

I was taught to tense up my body and pretend to be invisible.

Tagged: women writers, mothers, mothers and daughters, homelessness, houselessness

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December 11, 2020

A Guide to Using Tinder

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December 11, 2020
A Guide to Using Tinder

Take a risk. Swipe right. Let your heart beat faster as you wait.

Tagged: women writers, sex, tinder, dating

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